We've come so far, how will it end?

Well.. Everything has been working pretty well, my grades are getting better, my friendships are enduring, and I'm feel a bit positive. A little isolated, but you can't make everything perfect.... Song again.

"I'm waking up, at the start of the end of the world, but it's feeling like every morning before..."
How Far We've Come - Matchbox 20

I've heard this song on the radio so many times before.. I always forgot to go get it though! I'm glad I managed to do so. This song is so amazing.. So many emotions... So many feelings.. It's so real. One of those things hard to come across these days. ;).

So. Tuesday. I almost didn't blog today. Lack of want to... Also, I'm never home. Heh, my amazing excuses seem to be a bit redundant. Either way, I just need to get started blogging, 'cause once I start it's hard to stop! So, this morning was SO tiring. I mean.. Wow. I almost fell asleep! Well.. Asleep as in, while driving to school. Not safe, I know! But, I was tired! Got there.. I had to drop some stuff off in the Drama room, so I walked there, met Tim along the way, we walked together :). Not too much, I just wish he would like me.. But anyway, he had drama that 1st block too, so he came with me to drop my stuff off. It was kinda fun to talk to him about random stuff. He is really cool...

So.. I'm going to sum up today to get to my main point of todays blog. Geometry.. Time went by pretty fast, learned some formulas and stuff, did shape stuff, not much to say... English class, we presented our Hamlet Act thingies. It was.. Awkward funny.. But, not much other than me reading off a paper and falling to the ground with a skull in my hand. (FAKE of course!) So, Band!! WOO!! Concert Band is amazing. How it works after marching band is: we are divided into two bands, Symphonic (Good people), Concert (.... Others!). So, we played songs.. Really bad, then just chillaxed. Love that class.

Biology... I don't even know what we learned.. I fell asleep.. Hehe. I was wondering why time went by so fast during class when I looked at the clock, turns out i slept for about 40 minutes. I'm soooo good :).

MAIN POINT OF POST!!!

Alright people. This friday... Ally is having a movie party with a bunch of people.. Including Tim. I'm glad she is helping me get close to him, but that is beside the point! So. I will be.. telling him.. that I've had a crush on him.. ever since I met him 2 months ago.. Fast I know, but he makes my heart race when I feel like I've gone numb.. I feel emotions that have long been tucked away.. For example. I thought he was sad today, so I really wanted to make him happy, so I made him a picture! I dunno if he liked it.. But I hope so.. Anyway. I will be telling him that I like him... I'm so nervous.. You know.. That whole thing.. "I like you.. if you don't like me the same way I do to you, we can still be friends if you want.." Something like that.

Either way. HOLY SHIT. I'm scared. ALSO. TOMORROW is the Halloween blood drive! I'm giving blood! AHHH! I'm nervous, even if it is all for a good cause... Well, I need to get sleep to get my blood all.. happy? and stuff.. So... Yeah.. That's all!

So yeah.. That's all for now! Another blog from your gay teen :).

-My life in a nut shell.